In the past long while I have let this blog slide and now I am kicking myself for it. I didn’t start this for other people. I started it for me. I don’t even care if anyone reads it, honestly. For me, this is a place to put down my thoughts, random as they may be and most importantly to chronicle the life of myself and my family. In the past couple of years I have let so many great stories slide by because I’ve become so wrapped up in being Mom. I now have a ton of great stories from Lidia’s 1-4 year old stage—–and few of the boys. I feel really bad about this now. I need to make it a priority from now on. I won’t lie, having twins has been a huge challenge for me. I love my boys with all my heart. I would not change it for a thing…but change my life, they did! Adding everything up, it has been for the better. I do, however, feel sad at times that they aren’t getting the same experience Lidia had for her first 2 years with us. There will never be that undivided attention for them. Now I am split into many pieces and all 3 of my children are noticeably resentful of that at times. I am working toward giving each their time with me. We will find a happy medium some day!
Meanwhile, perhaps I should call it my belated resolution to keep back up with this thing….